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The reason for everything
Forever is just between hello and goodbye
Saturday, April 3, 2010 at 10:21 PM
You were worth the fight, but I couldn't fight forever

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What have I done wrong ? D:
Can somebody answer me ? There was a period of time I thought everything was fine
and just as smoothgoing, then suddenly BOMB ! Everything comes along , all in one go .
How do you want me to face everything ? How ? Tell me , somebody answer my calls please .
I've tried all means and ways . You people said I changed bad , but also didn't tell me in
what fxcking ways I changed ok . How you all expect me to change back ?! I'm so lost .
Now , what ? I don't even know I push blame to who then y'all say I push blame t sb . ___ ,
you think she's sad and I'm right here laughing happily meh ? Think again before you start
maligning me . Breaking down . Broke down .

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I do not wish to hurt those who care and luv me again , so I'll always put on a fakesmile (':

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The truly painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said and never explained.

Where is my superman ? I call to him everynight , pray he would come save me .
But like the rest , he doesn't come . IM REALLY TIRED . Will anyone believe me or does
anybody understand my troubles ? I cry inside out , but it doesn't say that I'm not hurting .
I ain't perfect , infact further from perfect than anyone else maybe . But my aim isn't being
perfect , but just t survive each day happily , even just 2 hours a day . Or a minute I can
laugh my troubles ALL out . Everytime I smile , play , laugh I feel happy but , few seconds
later all troubles come zooming in )': Please , leave me alone , let me breathe .


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