
When will I ever stop thinking and looking back , where's my faith & trust in you .
Shall use gray t post today :O Haish . Another boring day of rotting . Ohwell , gng for trng later and I'm rlly sian . Aiyo . Bethany , if you ever see this , stop h8ing me when I dont even know you . Beetle much . Zttm . I'm not in a rlly good mood so don't piss me .
I'm hungry and all getting ready for some tortures later . Facing death or torture ? Or both . Pity me someb ): Ughhhhhhhh , hope husband goes and face torture w me . If I alone I sure peng huh . ANDANDAND Sweetheart has a rlly chio senior from her pri sku ok ?
Ummmm , I srsly dk what to write . Btw getting my phone later , miss my phone manymanymany (!) Eeeeyer . But . Well . I , Im moodless now . I don't feel like trng but I don't think mummy will allow . AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .
I hope on weekends I can train w Song cause Hou's trng is dying . I'm afraid I can't moof freely after trng again cause everywhere will ache . F-U-C-K ? I'm tired I want to sleep . Mentally and physically . I'm tired of waiting , apologising , listening , explaining , thinking , smiling , crying , trusting , staying , losing and all these .
I'm not sad . I promised to be happy . But , everything's so unevitable . I don't know who i've gotten over and who I haven't . I don't know who I can trust or rely on .. CAUSE THE ONE WHO COMFORTS ME BEST AIN'T HERE ):
I AM EXHAUSTED !
Mommy told me Kasey called . I thought she alrh forgotten me . I kup-ed her call . I can't get over the past . Those rlly close w me you'll know who she is . She's my childhood bestfr . Then some rlly bad things seperated us . And yeah . AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ,
Why I just can't have a break . I'M TIRED . MORE THAN EXHAUSTED . After thinking of what word could describe my life I found there's no word but still , TIRED . of everything .
After all in all of all this , I still want to be happy and I'm happy but I'm tired >:
Thankyouandhaveaniceday :b
This skin is done by YanruElina ('.'), 2009 Copyrighted.