Forever.

I like my brown hairrrr! \m/ Be jealous.

Good afternoon my lovely readers! :)
Yesterday had Thanksgiving thingy, have some pics in my phone which will be uploaded SOON, my definition of soon, ya? :b Heh, had fun though I prefer Radix moreee. Well, went for brunch (new word from Jying) which means breakfast + lunch w Stephanie senior. She's nice (Y) Though I just knew her the day before.

Waited for her since 12. Then got impatient, so trained down t AMK t meet her. Saw her, then we went AMKHub tgt for lunch @ MosBurger. Heeeh, we chatted while eatingz. Got t know her better, then after that intended t train back t skool, while walking t MRTStation, saw Letazia, Woon and their dancer friend, Heidi. Thus we decided t go together :>

We went t Artbox then went Minitoons or vice versa then some random shops. Hahhhh then later train-ed back, then errr, went skool, went changing into my gown then went makeup, then had warmups, then performed, then train-ed home.

After dinner and shower went t catch despicable me w cousins (Y) I'm slow but it was great. After movie I had 5 misscalls, see la so many people miss me :$ Neway the show was epic, funny and cute. A fantabulous blending. Heeeeeh. Then went t aunt's house whileeeeeee only >: Played w pupppies!!! Heehee. So long nvr go le sialllllllllllll D:

Then went home and k.o on bed :/ Tireddie. And my thigh muscles are aching like @#$^&%$#! zomgbbqporkkk. Damn pain de la. >:

Okay byebye readers! Luv.

Thursday, July 29, 2010 at 2:53 AM

I wish everyone can be happy without having to hurt someone else

I'm insecure,

I'm scared,

I'm useless,

I'm inferior,

I'm stupid,

I'm lonely,

I'm lousy,

I'm negative minded,

I don't believe in myself,

I don't believe in others,

I'd appreciate if people said talk to me/ cheerup or stuffs like that,

if they really meant it.

If they said for the sake of saying, I think just delete my text and forget it.

When they say cheerup, I'm not ELATED cause of the cheerup,

but contented t know someone cares.

I feel sad all the time,

I want to cry all the time,

I dislike people all the time,

I got a feeling to slit all the time,

I got a feeling to jump down buildings all the time,

I got a feeling to die, inside my mind.

I hurt inside and hurt outside. Nothing seems to help.

No words seem to mend,

No actions seem to be real,

BUT SO WHAT? I'M NOTHING ANYWAY.

at 2:38 AM

Day 5, My dreams.

Dear dreams,

All of you, well I dream every night! Cool can? :D Aha, I have nightmares once in awhile too, though.

Hmm, dear dreams, thank you for making me happy, even though when I open my eyes everything end. Thank you for making a moment of my life beautiful and complete, thank you for all the happiness you gave me and all the silly smiles I put on when I see you in my sleep.

But I HATE YOU cause you make things so nice then throw me down once I open my eyes, then you tell me it's over and sometimes you make the same things happen in my life. You make me have nightmares sometimes cause you tipped the devil off :/

I'm a very silly girl with stupid imaginations but I'll always come t realise it's all just an illusion. I hate my life, can you give me longer and everlasting you? I need you alot. :)

Withlove,

Lixuan :>

Tuesday, July 27, 2010 at 12:37 AM

It's not love, it's not hate, it's smth we have to go through everyday.

Anybody wants? I need themmm :'(
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Sigh, today sucked above all. Ain't gna post. It just sucks. :(

Sometimes, I wish I didn't have to exist.

Day4, To your sibling. [ Missedytdsotodaypushedback ]

Hello didi :)

I hate you, then suddenly I like you again. dk why. Mummy says cause we're siblings :b I doubt yiu read this cause you so young and suaku la! :x But just write what I rlyy mean kkay?

Sometimes I know I'm wrong and unreasonable, when I pissed off or upset, sometimes I vent my anger on you, but you know I still will apologise want la. I know we always get scolded by mummy and papa cause we're so noisy & irritating, :x Sometimes it's srsly my fault I know too! Sorrrraye eh?

Next, thank you for comforting me smtimes and open door for me when I get home very late and help me t keep secrets from mummy and being so blur-ly cute at times which makes me wna hug yiuuuuuuuuuuuu ~ ! Heehee, thanks for telling me t Jiayou and bear w me at times :o

But I hate it so damn much when you tip off t mummy and papa :@ And hate it so much when you irritate me and talk back and make me pissed off very much!!!! You still young immature playful but you gotta understand you have a sist equally immature kay! So try to be understanding like I'm then we can quarrel less like we used t have that 5-day quarrel free record. We can one la :D

Hmmmm, Jiayou in your water polo k! Jiejieluvsya. (sometimes NOT) :/

Hahahahhhhh hah, baibai ! c:

onehundredandoneloves for those being there for me,

Melinda, Sooxien, Lydia, Huixin, Audrey, Evan, Claire, Brandon, Mandy, & Jessie,

* And Audrey's clique! Oh I superduper love Evan's cheesy macaroni pasta! (Y)UMMY , but I can't have cheese overload or I'll have itchythroat-overload :b

Toodles peopeeeel !

P/s DONT VIEW AND RUN AH IMMA CHOP OFF YA HEADZXC ! BWAHAHAHAH .

Saturday, July 24, 2010 at 3:30 AM

I thought watching you leave was hard, but never thought knowing you'd never come back was harder

It's so hard to accept the fact that we're once so close,

0keh, let me see.

Today, went for training at Q-U-E-E-N-S-T-O-W-N Swimming Complex. Speedi booked a pool there. Pool was damn wavy cause alot people ._. I felt like I was going to drown. Supposedly, wavy pool is reli fun, not when you're DOING SYNCHRO STUFFS LA ! Water damn deep cause it's divin poolxz ( 4.5m ) Ugh, trained there before so rather used t it le.

Then swimswimswim got 1half hour left, went t the deeeeeep side do vertical and many other things. Then was okay la. Somehow today everything I do quite well *thumbsup ! (shy) Coach praised me okayyyyy! Don't play play, (blushhhhh) . Okay enuf of BHB-ness!

When trng ended I found out I became much more tan! Damn the yayness lahr c: Butttttttt, I have frigging goggle mark tans! zzz. But when wear specs not so obvious le. Heng ah. Hubby diediediediedie! She also have goggle mark tans, but she no wear specs so it's veryvery weird on her face. Funny, she don't like to be tan :/ I luv tan-ness laaaa!

Then showered. Pushed shoved squeezed laughed cause the cubical was so smalllllll la! Wdheckkkkkkkkkkkk ` . Very small I tell you, then it's like need press press press for water t come out ._. Then so cold somemore P: Last time @ woodlands swimming complx, also this kind but much cleaner and bigger the cubical. Maybe we're not used t it cause everyone screamed when water came out! Passbys looked, super paiseh, cause they all kan take it :x

Then wore clothes, went int car, went cwp w mum and brothy, bought a options skoolbagx, and billabong pencil case. Happydieme! :D

Kk gtg byebye luv !

desireenat.

at 3:16 AM

Day 3 , To your parents .

Dear Mum&Dad,

I doubt you guys will read this but everything here is from the bottom of my heart de ok. Though I'm doing this for the game, I must admit. But nothing here is fake or made-up ah! Haha. Okok I'm gna staaaaaaaaaaaart naozx ! c:

Goodieafternoon, first I wanna say sorry that I had been disobedient at times and spend moneh like they fall from the sky and those irritating-ly irritating pesters I gave for some gifts. But sometimes I rlly wann that thing so badly! :( Sorry for talking back at you guys or being unreaaonable at timex. Sorry for always quarrelling w brothy and make you guys so damn frustrated.

Sorry that I throw my temper when I cnnt find smth and make a big fuss out of small problems or what they say : Make a mountain out of a molehill. Thinking back at bed, actually sometimes I do regret, even a bit. This shows that I still have humanity right? :D I know I'm not a perfect daughter but at the veryvery least I'm trying. Still trying and trying :>

Next. Thanks for the times you all put up w my idiotic nonsensical nonsense and giving in to me, buying me things and shopping out :) Thanks for making the point t wakeup early in the morning to send me to school. And though being exhausted from a day's work, still use the last fraction of energy to drive me and brothy t swimming classes and those fees.

Thanks for taking care of me and my daily needs. Thanks for trying to be the best suitable parents t suit me and brothy. Thanks for even pondering over what to cook for dinner lunch or breakfast. Thanks for rushing w me when I'm late and joke w me when you're in the goodmood. Thanks for trying to control your temper and show me good example too.

But there's smth I need you guys t understand and will speak t you someday, which is, you all have to understand what I really need and ~~what you THINK I need.~~ I need freedom, more allowance :B and spending MORE time w y'all. I wna have some family trips or just a simple game or two at home and I'm satisfied. And when I wanna speak my reasonings gimme a chance too okay? With these we'll quarrel muchmuchmuch lesser, I promise ^v^

Friday, July 23, 2010 at 7:25 AM

What's with your momma's pink underwear !?

But I was oh-so-wrong >:
-

Sigh , shall blog about tday before it strikes twelf . Hm .

Today was good , afterall except that I woke up and slept in the toilet while peeing , Opppps :/ Heeeeeeee , then was later than usual while gng t skool , daddy drived me, yayness ! I'm in luv w the days letter, super the interesting .

Kay back t tday, reached paradesq, satdown, revised sudden mugging for geog, then had english @ Lib , borrowed 2 books w Soo sist, sat down reaaaaaaaad. Saw a book w fam tree, was one of the task, damn lucky k, yeah I copied la ._.'

Then had Geog test. I scared can! Cause someh table seperate v faaaaar :( Omgeez, I went like omg don't move already la kns lol. I was thinking. I didn't say it out though :X Did test, alot tikamtikam but my 6th sense so good ( Hor MeowMei?! ) I studied manymany for graphs and didn't touch the one on photos, none of photos de came out got 2 major qn is graph (Y) Zai bo ?

Then had science, Miss Farisa came, then called some peep out, -skipskip- then found out I passed! Me and sists were like 'woooooooo!' Hahahahah damn shiok when the feeling you know you passed and no need remedial ( no offenze :( ) eheh .

Uhhuh then had lunch w Meimeis and Prizz, didn't eat omg! And I wasn't hungry. TUMMYTUMMY what's wrong w you lool . I spent $2.50 tday only, pro ok ? *clapppp ! Wellz, went up t lvl4 , HAHA TOILET STUFFS HERE !

I climbed up and peeped my MeowMeimei change! Rofl . ( exposed ) ! I just saw her shorts and her uniform btw , -.-' LOL AND I DONT EXPECT T SEE MORE ! I told her don't change first too bad she didn't heed my dearest advice , then peeped at man meimei , she was so funny like Lixuan I'm gna trash you ! AND SHE POSTED THAT MMA PERVERT ON FACEBOOK LOL AND I GOT MY REVENGE BACK *sneakygrin .

Hohoz , then hor, after choir went hme w Letazia ^v^ Was quite a nice day .

P.s/ Dardar tyty for the recess tday I effing love you kayz c:

at 3:11 AM

Day2 , To your crush .

Dear Crush :*

I really don't know what to say except , I'm terribly sorry . For letting you go for not understanding your difficulties and problems and what you've been trying so damn effing hard to do yet unappreciated .

I'm sorry I feel so bad . Sorry I didn't cherish you while you wre right there by my side waiting for me to hold on, which apparently all I did was t let g and then find that everything was nothing but to late :'( All I felt was regret , sadness and emptiness . Enough of the past

WHY YOU SO EVIL HAUNT ME AFTER WE FELL OUTZXCXZ ! >: Hahaha anyway if you ever read my blog you know imy && it's taking me ALOT of freaking courage t write this yeah :/ Hmmmm , I hate the fact that you can swim so well and have so much leg muscle and run through my mind all day .

Even I sleep also cannot sleep in peace aiyo ! h3h3x . :D Ohandyes , I like you secretly so yes shhhhhhhhh ~ :B

Luvluv ,

Xuan .

Wednesday, July 21, 2010 at 11:53 PM

Day1 , To your best friend .

One bestfriend gone , so to the other <:

Dear Sheryel , :)

Can you believe I'm actually writing t you like I once told you I disliked writing letters ! >:( Hahaha , well I haven't told you I've grown in luv w writing letters yay ! :D First of all , thanks for accompanying me in trainings and all those outings we planned w teammates (Y) !

Next , I needa tell you I love the way you start getting panicky (like me) when you can't reach me and afraid you're gna train alone and the sighs you give me when I tell you I'm not going training, the "PLEASE COME" texts and phonecalls you offer ! HAHAHA , Sorry but it's just too sweet ,

Next , I also love those childish things we do after training or during outings . Like , pushing each other into the water , using our caps to "scoop" up water and "shower" each other ! Like , throwing each other's equip into the water and troubling over whose is which's container and hand paddles and stuffs . Like , spraying water at others when showering and up to cheeky misdeeds !

I like the fact that I make your days and make you laugh . I like the way you always give in to me ;) I like the way you swim slowly when I ask you to too ! I like the way you always come for trngs , I like the way you can do handstands so well . I like those muscles on your handdd ! I like the fact that you're my TEAMMATE AND HUSBAND :D

Lastly , sorry for those times I get petty-ly irritating and ignore you and swim super ultra quickly :x Sorry for the times I am sad and I kinda give you an attitude , Sorry for those troubles I give sometimes . Sorry that I'm not good enuf t duet w you :'( But ,

STILL I LOVE YOU (!) x .

at 11:49 PM

Playing the day game .

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Friday, July 16, 2010 at 11:30 PM

I wanna run away and see if you'd follow

FRIESSSSSSSSSSSSS-1.jpg picture by BadbadLixuan

IDIOT GIVEMEFRIES :D

Kkay humans I'm sorry for not posting for so long >:

Ugh many unhappy things happenned now solved O: Well most are solved . Anyw , I miss my sists ! I'm sorryy if you guys tried your best okey ? I appreciate :) And I still luv yiu guys alotalotalot ! Yall are the best sists I've ever met . x

Thanks to my dearest affair <3>

Got fuckedup trng later which I don't rlly feel like gng and , erh ya ._.' zzz . And brothy got some polo test later . Which means he releases early . eff it ! >: My mood's no good and I havv no idea why . Kay . Hmmmm , wtf . Tell him gimme one biscuit he tell me ownself take . Bad .

No upcoming events . I wanna watch despicable me w sists.

Luvluvbyebye <:

Thursday, July 8, 2010 at 2:28 AM

Despicable me !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Y7W6BaNs_I&feature=related

HAHA cute right ! Her name's Agnes , My name's Lixuan :3
Im so gna catch this . BAIBAI for naowz .
For some reason I cant embed it . But watchwatch <:

Wednesday, July 7, 2010 at 2:22 AM

We're all a little broken,

This post shall makeup for ystdy and tday (!) I'm a nice person right ? Tsktsk . I know :$

YESTERDAYZ :

Had to move class to detention room @ levl one cause Harvi -.- got injured while playing soccer and now baika ._.'

D&T was boring shit . No have Miss Tian >: Left the guy one . He like everytime just bathe finish one . Damn sweaty and wet x.x Ugh , then hmwk found out only needa do one step , i do dk how many , then all wrong . THANKS TO SWEETHEART HOR ! ^v^

Chinese HuLaoShi like eat wrong medicine laidat , scoldscoldscold . One more time nver hand in work ontime , needa copy 3x . She sot diao le >: Nexttime no more 'chinese nvermind no need do le' . Hmmm ): Anyway , ha .

English ! Watched Night at the museum a small part . Wanna watch it someday myself :3 Was nice . No , was fantabulous (Y) Hahaha ! Toobad cinemas were my stranger lasttime . I rarely went . Haahaa . But many nice movies coming up . IRRESISTABLE . DESPICABLE ME HERE I COME :> ! Hahaha . Blublublubbb . The girl damn kawaii .

Musaic was another boraingshiaaaaaat ! Me and Mel. Jiejie were half asleep kkz . Radix -.- Part twoooo . Like , she keep go to choir part . Boring , Idk see how many times alr . Drama more cute lahr ! C: Agree not ? AGREEEEEEE ~ Ooppppps .

CF was WARMLIKESAUNA in the hall . Dk they save electricity or what . My pespiration machiam waterfall they never on the two huge fans . On 2 pathetic ones who only blow dust to us -_- Then went toilet w sweetheart and camwhore . Much windy-er . Then , went back hot againz .

Hellllooo . Todaaaaaay . Was nowhere better >:

WHITESPACE tell us bring what PE then nver use dao -_- Waste my time and energy only kan . Science did experiment and me and sweetheart finally succeed \m/ WONDERFULLLLL . But still half not good . No bubble de . One group have only ._.

Chinese watched the hol. project . Found out that I just made a fool of myself ): Hmm , one group was awesome . My group got 2nd anyways :') Hahahaaaaaaa . 90 , cool or what :>

Artttttt , draw some dumb silhouettes laaaa . Damn hard okay . I hate silhouettes and think it's a waste of time :D Cause it's damn hard . ZZZZZ --- Then the model keep movemovemove . I think our class want be model for drawing , cmi la :)

MATH , ohmy . Like , still havent got my paper x_x whatthefvck can ? keeping me in suspence . Hate it (N) Ugh , found out miss chung wont teach us anym la . WHY ALL 1FAYF TEACHERS LEAVE ONE . TAMADE -'- >: Hmphhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . I HATE MATH NOW , WELL , KINDA SORTA PROBABLY ._.

Hmmm , lastly . Smth for teddie senior !

Thanks for the ring and the lolli . I've not known you for long , but you're GREAT .

I will miss you okehhhhhhh ! >': Let's write to each other every week :)

Loving you ! xx .

Sunday, July 4, 2010 at 9:51 PM

I could write you a symphony

Just laugh the s off

Hi ladies and gentlemen ! :D I'm here to post . Just finished researching about my d&t candle holder. Gna find blogskins later cause this blogskin's fuckedup / Can't scroll properly , kns ._.

Hmph , make me waste my time sial . Change haven't even one wk.

Well anyw , things're better naoz . Misunderstandings cleared but . From texting w sweetheart ystdy reminds me of . HIM :( Next time me and Sweetheart cnnt talk bout boyboy stuffz le . We're both too sensitive . Laughs .

I wonder if I'm too nice or smth , alot of dogs want to be tended by me . But , SHOPCLOSED DOGGIES . I'm too tired alrh . Be ready for some hardtime if you come disiao me now .

Kthxbaitagplease ( JUST ENTER ONCE . ONCE ONCE ONCEEEEE OK ?! )

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EH PEOPLE TAG WITH LINK TO BE LINKED LA SMS ME LINK ME LINK ME , MSN ME LINK ME LINK ME NEVER GIVE ME LINK HOW LINK . PEOPLE STM SIA ;zzz

Saturday, July 3, 2010 at 8:59 AM

Look at my face ,

I rlly srsly hate to scold people on blog one . But you won't reply my texts , won't fucking take my calls , then delete me from facebook , trying to prove that your humji huh . You forced me to write this . Brothers and sisters out there don't read this if you dw ;)

I shall start from HERE .

> You keep saying I bitch , you leah ? One pathetic eff dog down there sucking up and bootlicking to people's arse . Like , not everyone will get xinruan again , after you make use of so many people yeah ?

> Secondly , I hate it when you like to snatch people friend . Like , get a life , face the FACT .

Are you unsure of the fact ? I can tell you . Fact : YOU'RE FRIENDLESS . YOU'RE A FUCKING LONER NOW WITH NO CLOSEFRIEND TO DEPEND ON , GET IT ? If you have a few , good for you , But don't ever ever ever take others' again . What doesn't belong to you , don't snatch if you lost yours .

> Thirdly , You say I'm hurting you . I admit , I do HATE YOU TTC now , but I will nver stoop to the extend of hating you like ccy lasttime . Moreover , you've MADE my day BEFORE . But , now I dislike you alot . WHAT DID I SAY TO YOU THAT WAS UNKIND ? Did I say you ccb , idiot and snap the rubberband in your face ?! Did I ? If not , please stfu .

> Next , Like EFFYOUSEEKAY . Since when I spammed you ? Can you open your BIG EYES and look at the IP number before you anyh jump to conclusions ? -.- You got primary skool friends t side you , I have too , so please use your peabrain to THINK :)

> Ain't it true you're a BIGSHOT in pri skool ? But primaryschool and secskool is WAYAPART , WAYDIFFT -_- So , stop thinking you're cute , kawaii and all these . WAKEUPYOURIDEA .

> You hurt so much yeah ? Who ask you not to think before you act and wdv I always tell yiu to change and get better , have you ever listened ? You everytime say forget everyth forget everyth , I CNNT . I cnnt just throw everythin behind and act like I'm alright with you . I won't force myself .

> Yiu don't have to put on a plastic smile , cause you can just effin cry your ass out in class and let THE WHOLE WORLD KNOW I LET YOU DOWN . Try , try letting them be on your side . Try letting them know I'm bad and evil . I'll see , we'll see who sides who . Want or not ?

> And , I didn't gossip 'bout you . I cry , I feel sad suddenly sometimes . And idk why but I srsly hate you , people ask me why , I tell them , I trust them I ask them to lend me their ears , got wrong ? You huan lo simi ? HUH ?! You say la you where buaysong . Slap me , slap me and see what happen . Not that you hold back , don't dare just say .

> I judge you ? Where ? I got say you ugly , anyh match clothes , edit pics also so lousy all this? No right . YOU'RE A BIGBITCH . ADMIT it . Don't keep thinking you can make it , not that it's my fault , most people think so k .

> I'm funnynicefuntobewith when I'm with certain people , definitely not you . Ok ?

I alr said , I can be very nice to you even when you're just plain nice to me , but also , when you're a shit to me , I'll show you what's a bitch even more .

Baibai . LASTLY ! I didn't point _l_ @ you tht day , I merely pointed @ you with my index finger like you pointed at me . STOPACTINGENTHUTOO .

Friday, July 2, 2010 at 8:34 PM

Heart is not judged by how much you love,

It's how much you're loved by others,

Hi Earth ! :) I'm posting , am I like damn nice ? Tsktsktsk :D Hah . Everything's about fine now yeah . Thanks to Idiotkorkor and TeddieSenior's accompance and words last night . I luv you two . Though everyone like go be pig sleep alr you guys have been here <: Hmmm , later go trng . Omge . I feel like quitting . BADLY. But what will happen to my dearies ? :(
Haish .

Kaykay , keep ya tags rolling in alright peepolzxczxc ? I will give you kisskiss :b Uhhmm , from today , I OFFICIALLY H8 BITCHES MAX . More than backstabbies , lyers , jerks and everything else . Bitch as in the BADONE ! :D

Bitch not as in my luvs like Lynn , Melinda , Lydia , Huixin and Sooxien kkz . Those bitches are numberone on my list .

Well , this blogskin looks simple but inside it's so damned fuckedup la . ZZZ -.- I srsly feel like changing to onsugar sua . But k , er , like . Must tell people relink relink relink so mafan ( troublemax ) . Hmmm .

Okay end here alright . Quite long a post le . Toodles ! Luvluv .

at 6:50 AM

What's bitching?

"I'll fight for your luv"

Tell me , have I tried hard enough ? If I haven't , tell me what I should do cause I'm @ a complete maze which I just can't escape .

You like to steal the poet's lines so much ? I can too. I know you rip from tumblrs -_-

Kkay . Just quick update . I'm pissed , upset and grateful @ the same time . I luv my monster , my sists , my bitches , and my dearies !!! and my sweetheart ?

If it's not completely your fault yeah . It's my fault . My fault my fault . Can ?

Hao bu rong yi ke yi pa qi lai, ni de yi ju hua ..

Haish , -.- NOTHING'S RIGHT I DIDNT MEAN IT . I'm trying my best not to scold eff , point middie and throw my temper @ yiu . Don't test my patience . THERE IS A LIMIT AND YOU JOLLYWELL KNOW THAT IT REACHES VERY QUICKLY . You tell me to stop ? So who's the one motivating me t continue .

You keep turn turn turn and point point , YOU NOT TIRED I SEE ALR ALSO TIRED . I feel like I hve some power and break your neck k .

Kthxbai . IM SAD AND IM WORRIED AND I NEED SOMEONE TO TEXTSAVEMENOW .

If no one texts I know what it means . Bye .