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The reason for everything
Forever is just between hello and goodbye
Thursday, July 29, 2010 at 2:53 AM
I wish everyone can be happy without having to hurt someone else

I'm insecure,
I'm scared,
I'm useless,
I'm inferior,
I'm stupid,
I'm lonely,
I'm lousy,
I'm negative minded,

I don't believe in myself,
I don't believe in others,

I'd appreciate if people said talk to me/ cheerup or stuffs like that,
if they really meant it.
If they said for the sake of saying, I think just delete my text and forget it.
When they say cheerup, I'm not ELATED cause of the cheerup,
but contented t know someone cares.

I feel sad all the time,
I want to cry all the time,
I dislike people all the time,
I got a feeling to slit all the time,
I got a feeling to jump down buildings all the time,
I got a feeling to die, inside my mind.

I hurt inside and hurt outside. Nothing seems to help.
No words seem to mend,
No actions seem to be real,

BUT SO WHAT? I'M NOTHING ANYWAY.


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