Forever.

Seriously, life sucked these days, idw t make my readers go emo and stuffs after reading my posts. So I kept telling myself tmrw will be a better day- I'll post tmrw. But no, this is long. This hurt is going on. Idk when it will never end. I'll be back posting when I'm happier. But that'll take long, cause I can't heal myself, noone's here >':
You know I know I ~~rock~~ SUCK ! :@

Wednesday, August 18, 2010 at 2:54 AM

I've been secretly falling apart, who realised is mighty

Idontknow why am I suddenly falling apart myself inside. Idk why I tend to put up a strong front and make people don't understand. I don't know why when everything's smooth there's gna be this wave which breaks everything apart. God, are these my challenges? Am I supposed t face them and overcome them? If I'm can you help me? Spare me some more strength t face these pieces of scrapped puzzles.

I feel so fail as a friend. I don't know whether I made the right choice or not. Why is it that I feel so unimportant t you. Why is it everytime I spill all out, those comforting words yet nothing seems to make sense t you. Why it seems like crap. All you do and say is okokok. It doesn't seem that what I do means anything t you. I feel unimportant. Is it my fault, me being too sensitive, or what? Idk what t do. If you know it's you, talk t me :-)

Monday, August 16, 2010 at 5:11 AM

Heehee, PE sucked tday, daddy sent me t skoooool :> Well, smth happenned after choir though it was alr bad enuf I survived choir w my stupid out of tune voice cause imma sick. What's wrong w my immune system zomgbbq -_-'

Okay, rll bored and sad and nthng t post. Text me and I'll love you more :b

Saturday, August 14, 2010 at 7:56 AM

You suck (N)

Elmo loves me la ! Boo yiu (N)

Hi. I think you should be honoured I'm giving you one whole post, I rarely do so, t people who ain't my boyfr or real close friends. Sometimes I think I shouldn't have known you. I shouldn't even have asked t be gans w you. We shouldn't even have been friends! You shouldn't have given me empty promises that have yet t be fufilled till now. You shouldn't have said things you couldn't do. I don't blame you for not giving me assurance and promises but I blame you that you give me empty hopes. Empty promises. I shouldn't have been so naive t think there was sucha good person. You made me trust you then you forgot all about those said things. I trust people too easily, my fault k? I shouldn't have believed any word you said, right from the start. Yeah I know, you luv your crush more than friends, I know. But you shouldn't neglect your friends. Like srsly. You have not realised. But I have. Sooxien have. You don't know only. You go reflect la, please. You still think you no wrong I have nthng t say except : YOU WIN . YOU WIN . Also, I've been thinking thinking how t say so my words won't sound too harsh, thinking what t say t phrase things in a better way, again stupid-ly thinking after explaining things would be fine and you'll wakeup but I didn't have the chance. You didn't even care! You didn't bother, so from the last second you're navigating away from this site, that's it we're back t square one strangers. It wouldn't harm you at all and you've nothing gained or loss. Or maybe you gained. More time for her *clappppp. I ~~think~~ know you don't care. I don't care any more than you do, actually.

Signing off,

Your replacement :)

Friday, August 13, 2010 at 5:29 AM

Yes I make mistakes, if your life has an instruction manual, mine doesn't so I'm sorry

haha camera galore :>
A picture says a thousand words. :) Heehee. So I have 21000 words now \m/
Super sorry Lydia and Huixin sist(s) ! )): Next time we'll have a properly planned gathering again. We'll camwhore much more than this. We didn't forget y'all! :D We NEVER will.

Okay I luv my current clique to the max . (winkwink)

Friday, August 6, 2010 at 6:44 PM

Letter t fave online friend.

Hmmm, Shall give this t Babykiss ba since it's been so long since I started finding cyberpals, and I'm keeping in touch w her <3 Heyyyyyyyyyyy. I like you that you're superchio and so good @ editting peektures and that you're LOUDDDDDD (Y)

I like that case you had w ______ and settled w her, damn zai k :-) Hahhhhh, I like that you are my B(K) ! (L) Lastlong w your boyfriend and stay chioooooo okeh, But don't smoke liao, smoke once = 15mins of life gone leah! I want you live longer haobuhao :>

heh, k lahr, ttys and meetup quickly ahhh! Loveyou (K).

Thursday, August 5, 2010 at 10:47 PM

Roses are red, violets are blue, I have five fingers, and the middle one's for you :D

Hello. I'm gna post bout tday but above slideshow are Thanksgiving pictures yeah :) Haha. Promised t post 'em didn't I? Hah. Okok, anyway, went school myself tday, then watched parade, performed, nthng much. Not as fun as I expected. Sad?

BY THE WAY MELINDA SIST 'S GOING BALI! I WILL MISS HER x98765432123456789 LAAAAAAA :( BONVOYAGE, TAKECARE OH SIST! I LOVE YOU FOREVERRRRR (L)

at 9:22 PM

Until you are happy with who you are, you will never be happy with what you have.

Afternoooooooon ladies and gentlemen! :>

Cont. w my day letter wooohoo.

Exboyf/~~Exgirlfr.~~
Hello ex-b! I know you see me write this will scare tio cause I sent you almost the same contents in the text that time. Hah, cause yiu dk my memory so zai (Y) Haha, I sompah I never save anyth la :b

Keke. Just those flashbacks, those happy memories you gave me and the monthsary cake smashes and the twosome world we shared and how you held my hand and run when we had our sneak dates. The time when we went Pasir Ris during doubd8, how you pushed me away when I was busy listening t my earpiece and never hear bell ring behind from the bicycle.

Haha, those late night talks and texts and goodbye xo's, and how people whoo-ed at us when we got tgt and how you waited for me like I wait for you everytime after trainings and walking me back all the way t my housestep then bus back yourself/walk back yourself again. How you got GODAMNWORRIED when I cried.

Though we were seperated by those irritating obstacles and were tired, the 5months you gave me were lovely and sweet. Those times we had together are unforgettable and your name will always be carved in my heart. 14th's forever okey? Yeah it was a past but I'm glad we still can laugh and joke and ton our nights out :D 14th's bestfriends forever and alwaaaaays.

I actually do hope we can patch but it's impossible I know ]':
Withlotsaluv,
Xuannnnn :>

Tuesday, August 3, 2010 at 12:13 AM

I'm glad things are getting better after a period of loneliness.

I learn, laugh, and stand up again when I fall. And I believe in being happy even when everything's falling apart. Because there are people like Melinda , Sooxien , Lydia , Huixin <3!

Sorry for having the habit of not posting often alr though I have 101 pics t upload :/ I'm super sorry. Will do it after common test ^v^

Hmm letterquarrelled w _____ today, well too bad who ask her copy my thing leh? Boohoohoo :@ Sists all helped me get back at her, they wrote @ her too. Melinda and Lydia were awesome in their letter! Yayness. And Abby too haha. Okay I promised Abby we won't tiff alr. Like promise alr, not meant t be broken in this case :b

Hmm music lesson right, was at first thought t be the most bawring? Then Mrs Wong never come. Like happy only la. Many epic things happenned make me laugh till I wna pee out my shh shh already :x Sooxien so cute only la! She's sick minded. Heehee. Today was the happiest day since the last time I smiled w L. ((: FINALLY! I'M HAPPYGIRL ALR YAY.

People ~~don't~~ care.

I ~~suck~~ rockkk.

People ~~act like they~~ rlly care.

I'm ~~lonely~~ friendful :)
Idw thing anyhow and lose all friends once more. For you know this people gave me hope! God heard my prayers! (gringrin)

Uhhuh then another epic thing was weizhi fell off chair rofl! HAHA some can't rmb, 2gb memory, ya? Teehee. Then had sexuality class thingy. Not fun it's the only period I wna sleep zzz JulianL. think he loud he big lol. :x Keep shouting at us, every lesson wan see attire. Z, totally can't stand it. What has my attire gta do w my studies? -.- Like extra only the rule .

Okay, I did a proper post kthxbai! Toodles <:

Monday, August 2, 2010 at 11:59 PM

Letter to stranger.

Back to the day thing :)

Okay. Hi strangers! (wavewave)

Haha. Okay I shall give this to my blog readers though I doubt I have any :( Hm. Anywayyyy, continue reading if you do stalk my blog. I know maybe I got one or two la -blush- Heh. Okayz, I got my BHB symptoms from my dear Jiejie, StephanieY. HAHA! (Y) Hmm, butbutbut stop view and running la >: HAHA MUST LEAVE TAG KTHXBAI.